Do you really see me,

Do you really see me,
or is it only what you want to see,
I can't plead for this peace I can not find,
thoughts run wild not even silence can I find,
There's a piece to me that can only be seen in my eyes,
a lost pain rises in my heart should I continue or hide,
It's been a long time since I put this pen to paper,

in siad my mind