I realized that it was not my job to let you go when I ca

I realized that it was not my job to let you go when I came to my senses and saw that I was looking at your photos at 3 in the morning and my eyes were locked on your beautiful eyes.
That's when I realized that I saw you from a distance of 500 meters for 10 seconds and I lived those 10 seconds as if they were 10 days.
That's when I became certain that if I lost you, I would lose you with me. I listened to your every breath until 6 in the morning and my eyelids never fluttered for a moment from the longing to hear your voice. @*****