I write this letter for my dear sister to say her I don't

I write this letter for my dear sister to say her I don't know where are you now? I don't know how's it going?Do you eat well?Do you live among good people?Remember us?
I wanna call you Tiara because you are more valuable to me than any crown or jewel
I don't know why did you decide to give me this chance instead of yourself? or it's better to say why did you leave me alone in this cruel world?
Didn't you think about how I would endure this alone?
Do you even see me?Can you hear my voice?
Do you even know you have a sister named Kimia?
I want to curse you out but I love you too much and I'm so lonely,that you're the only one I can turn to. That's why I can’t
But you know,I'm glad you're not here to see these days and go through all this. Even though you escaped this situation and left me stranded here. But I'm not heartless like you,and if this is love,I'll bear this place instead of you.
But just promise me you'll live well,OK?
If you can,help me sometimes,OK?
listen to me,OK?
Show me your beautiful face in my dreams,OK?
Stay by my side,Tiara,OK?