The pain is...

The pain is...
The pain is everywhere in my life...the pain is when you do your best, but you don't get what you deserve...the pain is finding yourself broken...the pain is living in the darkness of stress instead of the light of the sun.
Where is my life? Where are all i wanted to have? Where are my dream?
Can i reach them one day? Can I be the guy who everyone are proud of her? Can i success?
What if I lose? What if...