"I loved you with all my heart, I worshipped you, I would

"I loved you with all my heart, I worshipped you, I would have given my life for you. But because of an incident that I’m even ashamed to explain to others, let alone to you, we were torn apart. I think about you every single day. I feel alive when I imagine myself with you, and I still check your account constantly. You’re right—the photos of you on my phone are deleted, but I see your face in my dreams, while I’m painting, on my birthday, when I cry, and even when I’m happy without you. I hope you’re not upset with me, my dear. I had to lie to you for my own sake. I still want you and I still love you. Will you ever come back? I love you. I’d be willing to repeat your name infinitely every time I write a story, and to explain to you the depth of my love for you. Maybe you’ll read this and it won’t matter to you what state I’m in right now, but please know that I will always love you, and no one will ever take your place for me. I hope you come back."
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